Genesis
of "Push"
Sometimes I write for myself and only myself. I don't mean to distance
myself from the listener or the fan (in other words, no disrespect
intended). I just mean that in
order to remain completely true to my beliefs I sometimes have to go in
and write a song where I could honestly care less what others think.
Doesn't have to be my favorite either, but it can be way of righting the
ship, of tuning the engine.
I simply write
as my nose follows a scent. Whether it's "hmm, that's cool," or "Oh,
I could go there," there is rarely an intention of verse,
chorus, verse, chorus. It just happens and lays itself out.
The inspiration or at least kindling point for this song was the movie
"Crash." I was just so enamored with what this movie was
trying to say as I finished watching it a couple of weeks ago that I
took the notion under my wings and came up with my own feelings. I
coupled that with thoughts based on a blog I wrote sort of recently and
walked up to my piano and just started playing. I
went inward from a philosophical standpoint, but I don't feel this song
has anything to do with me specifically. It's about all of us. The first
verse is male and the 2nd verse is female (specifically, the 2nd verse
is about that stupid stupid woman who threw her children into the San
Francisco Bay). But I turn it around and attempt to go beyond the
obvious crime. I just want to know this:
Just what is it or why is it we have had a serious, SERIOUS disconnect?
It's not about right and wrong anymore. When is it going to be too much.
It's pathetic, sad, and...amazing (in a stunning sort of way). In other
words, what...in the hell... is going on?
As the words, melodies and chords came out for the majority of the song,
there was this ending, this sort of--oh I don't know--prologue. I
decided that I just wanted it to be this cathartic musical ending. No
need to go back to the chorus. Like I said, I just followed where the
song took me and sculpted accordingly. I didn't do much structure
arrangement. For better or for worse would be a matter of opinion I
suppose.
Once I
found out I had a hole in between, it took a couple of days to write the
bridge, and I just wanted to distill what I feel my solution is to
solving many of our ills. And don't think I don't know that I could be
wrong. It's just a suggestion.
It may be easy to agree and see the questions of the song. But the real
question is: will anyone try? |